Ole Earl’s
Lament
Oh they pine each day
If I only knew now
What I didn’t really know
then,
Oh the past can’t lie
You know that’s so
Cuz my heart never knew
What it can never know
And if I really didn’t know
What I knew then
I wouldn’t let you
Be breaking my heart again
Cuz my heart don’t know
What it never knew
That it’b be missin that
love
Comin from you
Oh the past can’t lie
You know that’s just so
Cuz my heart never knew
What it can never know
*****
First time I met Earl, I was driving lost
somewhere in the swamp piney woods of Louisiana, heading somewhat north to
Texarkana.
It was a sleepy little road on a sleepy mug
warm summer Sunday morning. I could see a bump in the road ahead. The bump
moved cross my path and as I got closer, I realized it was the biggest box
turtle I had ever seen, making his slow turtle way across this little country road.
I swerved to avoid the turtle, but something told me to stop and help that
turtle make his journey safely across the road that morning. I slowed quick,
threw my convertible in reverse and headed back to carry the bump to the safety
of the other side.
When I picked up the turtle, his shell told the story of his age. A bit
battered and scarred, the old turtle had made it this far without me, but I
couldn’t resist to offer a hand. His shell had dull yellow starred marks on a
chocolate brown background. I set the old turtle down in a little patch of
swamp grass near the water and headed back to continue my drive to Texarkana.
That’s when I first heard the voice of Earl Daniels.
A crackled voice came out of the woods.
“Thanks
for helping my ole friend”, the voice said. “I’m sure he’s grateful for the
‘ssistence .”
It took a minute or so of looking
around, all squinty-eyed in the morning sun to see a little shack set back 20
yards or so from the edge of the road. On a saggy low wood ledge that stuck out
from the front of the shack, held up by bricks and a metal pipe, was an old
man, lost in the oversized floral faded cushions that filled an old rocking
chair.
Pointing with a gnarled finger at a space in the road, the old man said “My
friend there, crosses that road nearly every day, headin’ into the swamp in the
mornin’, en crawlin’ right back under the porch at night here”. The man’s lips
barely moved, but his voice was strong and clear on that Sunday morning,
“Most
folks would drive on by, bein’ in such a hurry and all these days. Thanks for
stopping.”
With my car, sitting in the middle of
the lane, and with no traffic that I could distinguish, I headed over to see
the old man up close. His face was grooved with deep wrinkled chasms, browned
dry by a hundred years of sun. On his lap was an open book, and in his hand, a
worn old guitar that looked to be about the same age.
“Names Earl Daniels. I’m dry and gotta get me glass a lemonade, if yer
thirsty,” he offered. And with that I headed to the porch. I introduced myself
and I could see up close that the battered old book was a bible he had been
reading before I stopped. When he saw me staring at the book, he set the guitar
across his lap and
said
“I
don’t get much time with the Book like I should. I had a load a life kept me
from it for too many years. But it’s a friend
now.”
His
brittle fingers and yellowed nails began to search up and down the neck of the
guitar as if they were looking for a song. His voice started low and then Earl
started singing:
In the deep
grows in hills of old Virginia
There's a place that I love so well
Where I spent many days of my childhood
In the cabin where we loved to dwell
White dove will mourn in sorrow
The willows will hang their heads
I live my life
in sorrow
Since mother
and daddy are dead
And
then his voice faded and stopped, his fingers still lightly strumming the
guitar. I had heard the song many times on the gospel station that I could pick
up sometimes late at night, fading in an out on still warm Louisiana nights
when I was laying in a sleepless bed wondering how I had managed to get so far
away.
“That’s
a nice song”, I said. “I like the old songs.” I was a bit at a loss of what to
say to Earl at that point. I needed to be going, but I needed to hear him sing,
right there, right on that old porch. I would never have this opportunity
again. This was just too real.
He started again, this time he started talking the words until his voice caught
up with the
melody
on the guitar.
“Dust on the
Bible dust on the holy word
The words of all the prophets and the sayings of our Lord
Of all the other books you'll find there's none salvation holds
Get that dust off the Bible and redeem your poor soul
I went into a home one day to see some friends of mine
Of all the books and magazines not a Bible could I find
I asked them for the Bible when they brought it what a shame
For the dust was covered o'er it not a fingerprint was plain
Dust on the Bible...”
The words of all the prophets and the sayings of our Lord
Of all the other books you'll find there's none salvation holds
Get that dust off the Bible and redeem your poor soul
I went into a home one day to see some friends of mine
Of all the books and magazines not a Bible could I find
I asked them for the Bible when they brought it what a shame
For the dust was covered o'er it not a fingerprint was plain
Dust on the Bible...”
“Mornin’
Mister Earl. That sounds good ole man”, the voice behind startled me and I
looked to see if my car was blocking the road and then at the pile of tattered
clothes and the man wearing them. He was hunched over with age and wore old
thin blue and white striped overalls. His shoulders were covered with a
tattered blue sweater that hung nearly to his knees. I moved back and he
stepped up onto his place on the porch, next to Earl.
“Don’t
be stoppin’ yer hollerin on a causin a me”, the old man said. It was then I
noticed a wooden cane, the head polished shiny smooth by decades of helping him
down the road.
“I can hear you near a mile down the
road. Who’s yer friend? I’m Tom Rowland. I live back there.” And with that he
gave his head a jerk indicated further back in the woods. I had not heard a
sound as he came down the road that Sunday morning.
Tom
Rowland handed Earl a small bag of oilcloth. Earl opened up and took a shiny
single barrel gun out of the oil-stained bag. He pointed it at the sky, then
down and flipped the barrel forward. It shined metal blue in the sun, some
engravings distinct on the grip and barrel.
“That’s
it” said Tom. ”That’s the very gun.” The old man smiled and pointed proudly. It
was his one possession that defined him.” An 1851 Colt Navy cap & ball
revolver” he said with pride. ”That’s the gun that my grandfather shot at
Osawatomie and kilt one a John Reid’s men when he tried to put a gun to
John Brown’s head that day.”
Tom spoke as if the raid had
happened last week. Earl was holding some history in his hand. “But they got
John Brown that day by other means.”
I
smiled as I remembered a few words of "John Brown's body lies a-mouldering
in the grave, His soul's marching on." A-mouldering, I used to think, what
the hell is a-mouldering?
I thought about asking Earl to sing the song for us, maybe John Brown, but a
car was starting to approach and I thought it was about time to head north
and stop blocking the world that was passing by this busy outpost on this
little back road to Texarkana. I said my goodbyes, finishing up with the “y’all
take care now and take care a’ that old turtle” and walked back to my
car.
Later that day, after I arrived and settled into my little hotel room in
Texarkana, I spent some time google searching on John Brown and Osawatomie and
John Reid, finally by chance, looking for Earl Daniels. Turned out Earl had
been quite the celebrity in the day, bus traveling the south with a small band
for nearly 40 years playing honky-tonks and roadside affairs. His band got old
and Earl and the band just disappeared. Most of the members of his band
scattered to the wind, to the bottle or just died, quiet and filled with
memories of the road.
Earl had written nearly 26 songs, inspired by the pain of love or the loss of a
friend and late in life, he wrote songs about bibles and Jesus and living right
as if he were trying to pave a way after the life he had lived. His songs never
amounted to much. Earned him a few dollars and managed to keep him on the road
a few more years playing the old timey songs about dogs and broken hearts and
Jesus through dirty windows.
I think that ole Earl Daniels song
goes something like this:
Oh they pine each day
If I only knew now
What I didn’t really know
then,
Oh the past can’t lie
You know that’s so
Cuz my heart never knew
What it can never know
And if I really didn’t know
What I knew then
I wouldn’t let you
Be breaking my heart again
Cuz my heart don’t know
What it never knew
That it’b be missin that
love
Comin from you
Oh the past can’t lie
You know that’s just so
Cuz my heart never knew
What
it can never know
Earl's going to be missed on that road. I’m sure his friend Tom made it home
before Earl left. But I know that turtle still heads to the swamp in the morning
and under the porch at night.
I am sure by now he's fingering the neck of his old guitar waiting for
the voice inside to catch up and hitting a jug up in that holler in the sky. On
mountain misty mornings and bug quiet nights, when Earl wasn't on the road, you
could hear him singing sweet like the wind, through the trees.
G’bye old friend. Someone will fill in for
you. You jes keep singin' to all those Angels gathered around yer stoop.
This
short piece refers to a version of a Bluegrass Gospel music original.
White
Dove
Lyrics: Carter Stanley
Dust
on the Bible
as written
by John Bailes, Walter Bailes
Rejected submission by the Pithead Chapel press
Dear Stuart Welch,
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Rejected submission by the Pithead Chapel press
Dear Stuart Welch,
Thank you for sending us "Ole Earl’s Lament." We appreciate the chance to read it. Unfortunately, this piece isn't the right fit for us. Please consider us for future submissions.
Thanks again for submitting and we wish you the best in finding a home for this elsewhere.
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